Random thought!!!!!!

Posted by randellmcnasty on

So since im new to this site and i dont really know what to do i thought i would just share some random thoughts that come to me what they might be i dont know but thats why its a random thought haha

1st: One of the things that i think of the most is that i will die not doing anything with my life and that makes me feel weird i should do something but i dont have the urge to want to do anything, maybe its cause most of my teen life and up i had this feeling that i wish i was never born it might make things easier for everyone, and to know i still think that but i have accepted that im here and that i dont know what im going to do, maybe if i actually try something i can get it but i just dont have that drive haha, its pretty sad huh. and well most people would think this is a suicidal cry for help but its not, one i would never commit suicide, and its not the belief  that you do that you go to hell like some people say, no i dont know or care about that i just think its the easy way out of this stupid life, what is the point you suffer for say what 27 years of your life and you decided hey screw it im gonna blow my brains out, why you have already gone this far might as well keep going shit if your at your worse it cant get any worse really it could only get better or dead so might as well try you never know it might get way better. but thats what i think?

2nd: I dont understand people and the obsession with religion, im not a religious man, it dosent mean i dont believe in god i just dont believe in religion, i feel as it is a man made scheme to trick people in to believing weird or dumb things, and when they made churches it was to waste your time and take your money so that the preacher can go buy him a audi or if its back in the day 3 horse’s instead of one haha, but im not a religious man, if i was forced to have a religion i would choose jedi religion haha cause at least that something i would be interested in haha, but dont get me wrong on this if you want to think religion is great for you go on ahead i dont like it i think its dumb but if it helps you well good for you im glad you found something to help you, it dosent work for me i already tried haha lets just say they dont ever want to see me again haha.

3rd: I wish people would realize that things that happen to you that are bad will one day go away like that broken heart will go away one day its not like the rest of your life you will be broken, like what i said on facebook a little while back, take a tip from mother nature one day it might be gloomy and rainy and you might think it will never go away, but sure enough one day it goes away and a beautiful sunrise will happen the sky will look beautiful and you will feel refreshed, so think of that like your feeling sure it might hurt for that moment but take a deep breath, push all that pain away and just move on everything will clear and you will see yourself happy once again and your life will continue so just always remember that.

ok so i guess thats enough for now i have worte over 9 million words haha i dont even think this will post but i will try, and until next time have a good day

- Jon

welcome!!!!!!!

Posted by randellmcnasty on

Ahh hahahahaha welcome to my crazy mad world of randomness and stupidity i hope you enjoy your time here i will do my best to always update as much as possible which mean i need to save this website so i do not forget it cause if i forget it i will never go back haha oh well hope you enjoy your time here and if u want you can friend me at www.facebook.com/jonbohn or go to one of my many youtube pages which are www.youtube.com/randellmcnasty check them all out and let me know what you think.